reached sch de tutorial room at 0951.
our same old room.
p508.
haa.
reached le.
onli gan jiong is there.
he more kiasu.
he 0936 reached le.
lol.
den the rest of them slowly came in ard noon time.
we all mugging maths lor.
i practice till i nearly gone crazy.
haa.
reallie chim lor.
Maths Make Me Mad!!!
=D
we left ard 1830 lydat.
wah.
tired.

hmm.
am i still sad?
on the other hand.
or shall i be happy?
im reallie confused now.

yun da jie!!!
all the best for ur results tml kk!
i believe in you!
u can do it de!
=)

had my 2002 paper.
shld be can pass ba.
most of the ans same wif the rest.
so shld be quite safe.
better den 2010 lor.
2010 reallie can gone case man.
ok.
stop taliking abt 2010.
lol.
den aft the paper.
ai ren and her johan went to his working restaurant to eat.
den mi, seline and di ended up went to jalan kayu to eat.
wah.
piggy us.
mi and ai ren reallie aft both paper go eat sia.
sian.
i think aft exam period we realli will be fat lor.
den aft exam we still got 3 daes 2 nights de chalet.
omg.
ai ren.
we siao liao lah.
wahaha!
=D

hmm.
aft we went jalan kayu.
i reached home ard 9+ ba.
den online.
read blogs.
yeah.
den i read his.
hais.
sad.
real sad lor.
i mean.
if he reallie haven forget his ex.
he reallie shld not start a new relationship wif mi lor.
although we onli lasted for 3 weeks.
but now.
i still feel sad.
or tat feeling is being cheated?
hais.
i reallie dunno.
and.
i cried.
sorry.
i noe is not worth crying fo those type of person.
but i still reallie feel sad abt tat.
hais.

jies.
i think i will be alright soon.
and dun bother to go over to his blog to tag anything.
coz i dun wan anything chaos to happen over there.
=)

ya.
aft all these.
im not tat bad aft all.
we still can be friends.
but.
when i think i had such a friend like him.
wat will i feel?
hais.
let nature takes it course ba.
mayb i will forgive him 1 dae?
ya.
tats wat i always do.
tat shld be 1 of mt weaknesses ba.
'soft-hearted'
hais.

yeah.
thank god.
thank dee.
attached yati to my store.
so i no need to conduct the 7pm party.
but still i had conducted 3 parties.
freaking tired.
halfway headache.
wah.
bth``
so punched out at 7.30pm.
did some paper work.
went off ard 8+ lor.

poor joey.
kena misunderstood.
hais.
she told mi.
but it seems like i cant help her much leh.
like no one can help her liao le.
coz i think onli mi noe her 'secret' ba.
tats y she sae im the onli one who can understand her.
ya.
but sorry.
i cant help u.
=(

tml having 2002 paper.
wish mi all the best ba!
=p

hais.
its reallie nv feel good when u fell sick.
whole dae feeling uncomfortable.
sickly feeling.

still hafta go work.
idiot right?
reach store.
li jie told mi tat her tuition cancel.
wah thank god.
den i asked her to take over mi lor.
den i went home and slp lor.
tml.
working 12pm to 10pm.
wth``
10 freaking hours.
somemore plus im sick.
hais.
how i wish there is someone by my side now.

wat a freaking boring dae.
-.-
i suppose to be mugging.
but ended up online-ing.
wth``

im working at 5pm.
hais.
UNFAIR!!!

well.
life is nv fair.

HEY XIU ER JIE!!!
omg.
thanx for ur post.
*touched
hmm.
yup.
its actually not a big deal losing him.
i still haf u ALL great jies and friends by my side.
=)
ya.
it is reallie easy to sae it.
but.
when u reallie wana do it.
u will haf difficulties in doing it.
i will try to think of the bright side.
and oso to continue my life in a meaningful way.

hmm.
i reallie hafta thank god for letting mi noe such great friends.
such great jies.
and oso such a great ai ren when i enter my poly life.
cheer mi up when im down.
given mi countless advice.
but.
who dun wish to haf someone tat can give u unconditional love?
i reallie wish to.
but.
i tot i haf one.
but actually im wrong.
hais.
wat to do.
btw.
ytd i saw him outside the exam hall aft 2010 paper.
he reallie look like when the first time i met him.
the first time he tried to talked to mi.
it reallie remind mi of all the first time!!!
omg.
but now.
all had already become history.
its already past.
it can onli be kept as part of my memories.

went to see doctor in the morning.
nth serious.
hope can recover soon ba.
=)

reach sch ard 12+ to mug.
but dunno y.
all of us got no mood to mug.
im mugging maths.
onli statistics.
wah.
tat reallie sux!
dunno how to do lor.
sian.
siao liao lor.

angry!
i hafta work on both sat and sun.
hell lor!
she can take off for her idiotic tuition.
y can i take off for my exams?!?!
argh!!!

btw.
i think its reallie time for mi to change my character ba.
i think my character reallie bad.
=x

hais.
im sad lah.
terribly sad.
morale real low now.

took 2010 de paper juz now.
had did wrongly total worth of 52 marks!!!
so i means tat i ONLY got 48/100!!!
hais.
hope wun deduct all 52 marks ba.
hope can get some tong qing marks.
=((
dunno y i dun haf the mood to do te paper.
mei you xin zuo.
hais.

aft paper.
mi.
ai ren.
and ai ren's johan went to his workplace and eat.
restaurant wor.
haa.
we eat till damn full.
lol.
=D
we like enjoying le hor.
as if last paper le.
but actually is onli aft the first paper.
wahaha!
den we were talking abt where to go aft the last paper.
the places we wanted to go.
di cant go.
sian.
-.-

tml going to sch mug as usual.
but b4 tat im going to see doctor.
hais.
had been sick for abt like...
1 mth?
cough till as if my lungs coming out soon.
and now plus flu.
xin ku ah!!
=((

morale already damn low for my first paper le.
hope i will do well for the rest of my paper ba.
=)

are u reallie the one who is there to care for mi?
well.
i reallie dunno.
not i dun wana trust.
coz it juz seems like ppl is making use of my 'trust' some time ago.
so.
resulting not to trust ppl easily le.
not as foolish as b4 le.
am i consider foolish?
hais watever.
yeah.
i believe tat aft every relationship will learnt a lesson.
am i consider im learning?
watever it is.
i juz dun wan history to happen again.

wah.
reached sch at 1000.
here is my recipe for todae.

ai ren's mama's beancurd and soya bean.
egg roll.
homemade biscuit by ai ren's johan's mama.
kueh lapis.
hairil's bread wif crab meat n cheese n mayo.
1 tea wif milk.
chocolate.

ya.
i think tats all ba.
=p

finally seline went to sch n mug wif us.
=x

whole dae 2010.
sian.
omg.
tml first paper liao.
-_-''
wish mi all the best ba.

=)

ooo.
todae is another brand new dae.
my todae's mood is totally diff frm ytd's ba.
ytd im too stressed up wif everything.
ended up din revised much.
although all my notes are infront of mi but i dun understand.
yeah.
den todae.
i had done 2 sets of my past year paper for 2002.
and abit on 2010.
hee.
yeah.
im improving!
=p

had ate ALOT these few daes.
hor ai ren?
siao liao lah.
seriously will get fatter during exams period.
let u noe wat i ate in sch todae and i think u will be shocked!
pineapple tarts.
prawn crackers.
yong tau fu.
1 coffee wif milk.
2 tea wif milk.
cheese tau fu.
wah piang.
omg``
-.-
im looking forward for tml's recipe!
ai ren i wan beancurd!!!
LOL!!!
=D

tat seline damn stylo.
nv join us mugging in sch since mon.
heard tat she still went to work on mon.
stylo sia.
steady lor she.
todae heard tat her grandma admitted to hospital.
well.
i cant sae anything to this.
=)
ai ren sae dun play play lor.
sekali she mug alone at home like siao.
mayb worst den us?
lol.
err.
somemore those guys sae tat her 2005(trouble shooting) de reports some better den us leh.
see.
mai siao siao hor!
ai ren.
we lose liao lah!
lol.
=P

ai ren and mi had already planned where are we going straight aft our last paper.
haa.
im the veri on one.
but dunno the other 2 on or not leh.
sian.

oh ya!
btw.
i saw iris yap ytd.
on my way home in bus.
she went to my sch to see her bf.
she in my sch but she nv call mi.
bo xim?
lol.

hai.
im such a failure.
a total failure?
juz simply cant do well in anything and eveything.
recently.
everything sux.
exam sux.
work sux.
family sux.
love sux.
i dunno y.
mayb exam coming.
it reallie stress mi ALOT.
and all the recent stuffs tat had happen to mi.
had reallie made mi so damn freaking vexed.
i think i will be crazy soon if all these continues.

sometimes.
i reallie feel veri tired of living.
izzit better tat i end my life?
so tat i wun be stress.
and oso wun be vexed for anything.

i juz wan a simple life.
tats all.
=)

went to dee's wedding on sat.
saw desmond.
sort of shock to see him.
shld i sae him heartless?
not gentleman?
din even bother to sae a 'hi' or smile at mi.
not to mi.
at least come over to my table to sae 'hi' to those aunties and mgrs.
not he dunno them.
he noe them!
even wei jie and jin kok came over to talk to us.
christina smiled at us.
except him!
bloody hell.
such a heartless creature.
lucky his sister not as heartless as him.

work on sun.
SUX!!!
tat lijie.
sabo-ed mi.
she reallie meant it or she reallie dunno.
i dun gif a bloody damn to it.
i juz felt im being sabo-ed.
so wat if u are having o level?
BIG DEAL?!
juz fuck off lah u!!!

i noe ALOT of ppl out there dun haf any good impression of working at mac.
pay so freaking low.
yet hafta do alot of things.
ya.
i've heard tons and tons of these kind of remarks from dae 1 i work till now.
i believe alot ppl out there.
dunno wat are all the advantages/benefits/previlege offered.
and mi?
dun even bother to explain.
i mean.
work is work.
pay is pay.
so wat if i work in a place wif a veri high pay.
and i dun like the work tat i hafta do.
dun u think its veri hard to earn tat HIGH pay?
ya.
its good tat u work in a place tat u like and oso offered high pay.
but.
i dun think everything is perfect eveytime.
as long as im happy wif it.
im fine wif it.
im satisfied wif it.
i think pay is not as impt anymore ba.
if ppl still thinks tat mac offered such a low pay.
den y are there the most number of outlets in singapore?
den y is it the biggest fast food restaurant company in the world?
im saeing all these is bcoz recently someone talked abt it.
and im quite fed up ba.
but.
no harm lah.
i juz dun like ppl saeing bad things to where im from.
be it workplace.
be it schools.
or even be it countries.
i juz dun like it.
its ok de.
i noe there are some of my colleuges haf the same thinkings as mi.

hais.
ok.
enough of my nagging.
sorry.

juz now ivy call mi.
ask mi can work mah.
wt..
im not tat bad lah.
i sae can.
0900 to 1530.
so im able to go to dee's wedding dinner.
haa.
meeting wawa at farrer park station at 1915.
yupx.
hope i will enjoy my dae ba.
=)

had my internet computing paper.
was ok lah.
wat i studied came out.
tats good lah.
oso came out those tat i din studied.
i choose not to do them lor.
and oso of coz came out those tat i din studied but hafta do it.
coz 5 choose 4 mah.
so anyhow write some relevant rubbish lor.
haa.

den aft paper.
ai ren went dating wif her johan.
lol.
tat seline oso went dating.
dunno y her bf can book out de.
funnie``
onli left wif di, jinlong, philip and mi went study.
we 4 went canteen buy some makan.
den went to look for tutorial room.
searched from level 4 to level 7.
jia lat sia.
den finally the LAST room.
is empty.
found by philip.
den he like made some stupid reaction ask us in.
lol.
bth``
aft awhile gan jiong, guang hui and nisa joined us.
no dai dee todae.
coz poker wif my ai ren.
but got discman and speakers.
party time.
haa.
i studied 2002.
philip oso.
gan jiong zo bo.
di, nisa, jinlong and guang hui studying for their e-commerce paper.
their paper at 1630.
i left ard 1600.
den the rest of them went for their paper lor.

i went j8.
yeah.
to purchase disney on ice tix!
14 march.
row 10.
la la la.
shld be not bad ba.
i go concert everytime first few rows de.
lol!
im going wif sao wee!
haa.
shu fang auntie not going le.
she asked mi bring him go can le.
haa.

hais.
my mood now totally sux to the core k!
feel like crying!
argh!

ppl kept on telling mi not to think so much.
but..
sorry.
i cant stop myself from thinking.
a few of my ger-friends are lydat.
im one of them too.
hais.

think.

think..

think...

let mi now go and haf a good slp.
and start a brand new dae.

hopefully ba.
=)

分手第七天

很想知道你最近过得怎样
是否还像以往不多话
很想拨通电话问你好吗?
却怕听你声音会更伤

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

很想握你的手
重新来过
却知不可能的事太多
分手有时不是为了谁错
只能默默接受着心痛

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

ytd had my marketing paper.
okok lah.
more difficult den common test 1.
shld be can pass tat module ba.

todae went to sch to mug internet computing.
sianz.
damn lot of theory.
hope tml de paper will be easy.
lol.
=D
hope will pass ba.
good luck!

kinda sad now.
my heart will still hurt sometimes.
i dun wan to.
the feeling sux.
but i cant stop my heart to hurt.
hais.
wat to do?
wat can i do?
will time heal my pain?
again?
hais.
hope so ba.

i hope.

i hope..

i hope...

Happy Valentine's Day!
to mi?
its juz another normal dae for mi.

met june ard 1530 at j8.
we watched fun with dick and jane.
its a funny but stupid show ba.
lol.
afterall not bad lah.
aft the movie.
ruizhu and hung ming came and meet us.
waited for tat shinyi.
aft tat went dinner at ajisen.
den went back to sch ard 1920.
reached sch ard 1950.
i was shocked sia.
tat jinlong buy ferrero rocher for those single onli.
so im included.
dan oso.
haa.
my v dae gift?
LOL!!!
=D
at j8 saw so many gers hold onto roses.
yeah.
im sort of envy ba.
i wish.
i wish..
i wish...
seline got sunflower from her bf!
=)

ya.
went for my lab test.
got my waveform.
tats 60% of the whole test le.
den till the codeword part.
siao liao.
dunno where the hell the error is.
den last min the teacher gif hint.
ya.
den i found out the error le.
BUT!!!
i write the wrong pin number.
coz i read the IC chip upside down.
WTH!!!
i noe the ans de lor.
hais.
sad lah.
can pass can le.
hopefully get a B ba.
coz the teacher sae most of our class can get B and above ba.
and.
he got the feeling tat 1 of them will fail.
haa.
ai ren u noe who?
=p

tml marketing paper!!!
i haven study yet!!!
siao liao.
so tml going to sch early to study lor.
those guys oso going.
ask mi to bring disc man.
den jinlong bring speakers.
haa.
we going there party again?!
dai dee?!
LOL!!!
=D

all the best for my paper ba.
=)

wth.
went to sch.
slack for the whole dae.
jabo 2002 lecture.
den juz went for maths lecture for 1 hr.
den end liao.
den in sch.
hearing ppl ard mi keep shouting.
'bitches'
'bastard'
'faker'
'sucker'
my ai ren and seline lor.
lol.
=D
saeing abt him lor.
den hor.
juz now he walk behind mi.
den my ai ren faced him mah.
who ask him extra go look at my ai ren.
den my ai ren diao him.
lol.
=p
den yun tagged his blog too.
he replied.
omg``
hmm.
im thinking.
is he angry?
but.
y do i bother he angry or not?
hais!
hmm.
i think wat seline told mi is correct ba.
i had already xian(4) xia(4) qu(4) le.
she's right.
hais.
y am i keep on hurted by GUYS over and over again?!
one time?!
two times?!
three times?!
when the hell will it stop?!
argh!!!

yeah.
i think i shld be happie ba.
my friends are always there.
supporting mi.
to console mi.
concerned abt mi.
thanx ai ren and seline for 'shoutings' here and there.
thanx jies for 'tags' here and there.
appreciate it.
without u all.
i reallie dunno wat i will be now.
i reallie dunno at to do lor.
hais.

den went bugis aft sch wif ai ren and her cousin.
both of them buying v dae present.
-.-
haa.
ai ren bought perfume for her johan
echo``
nv hear the brand before.
but it smell nice.
and ai ren oso bought the guess perfume.
hee.
i bought it too.
=P
for $73.
coz ai ren bought 2 mah.
the lady discount for her.
den i buy she oso discount for mi.
thanx ah ai ren.
hee!
saw my yuan mei mei at bugis.
den ai ren kena shocked.
lol.
=D

hmm.
not in the mood to continue liao.
...

back from work.
work was quite ok.
not too bad.
morning bosses travel.
fred was as friendly.
the first time jeffery talked to mi.
asked abt mi.
omg.
i was stuned.
and tat toh.
face forever BLACK.
all the bosses i noe.
i dun like toh the most.
his face reallie forever freaking black de.
not onli i sae tat.
even other store de ppl oso agree.
lol.
den conducted 3 parties.
was ok.
juz tat cheryl nearly made mi crazy.
=x
hmm.
next sun dee ROM-cum-wedding dinner.
still not sure can go or not.
tml calling store wana ask faridah help mi find attachment star.
best topcat oso attach.
hee.
den juz now wawa called store.
so co-incident i ans the call.
so she ask mi going or not lor.
if going juz inform her den can meet and go together.
AND MARIE!!!
so long nv see her le.
miss her.
miss all her craps.
miss all her singing.
miss all her dancing.
LOL!!!
=D
and shld be some more old friends-cum-collegues ba.
heard tat got hidayah.
faisal.
plus wawa and marie lor.
yup!
=)

congrats to desmond's good o's results.
16 points if i nv rmb wrongly.
he's taking business course.
he sae shld be going tp ba.
yeah.
tats wat he wana do.
good for him lor.
=)

my yuan mei mei resigning end of march.
so shld haf some more time to search for hamtaro for her.
=p

common test and exam coming!!!
omg!!!
study``
sTuDy``
StUdY``
STUDY!!!
=x

argh!
read his blog!
ANGRY!
BASTARD!!!